.: M a I SunShine :.

.. should really be careful with what we wish for.

.. at times we are eager to get the things we are dying to have.

.. but later on realizes we are not ready & we want to take it back.

.. worse, we do not want it after all.

.. worst, people that matters to us get hurt.

.. no person can fully understand us. They will try only to get upset in the end.

A way of venting …

His was not enough to bear;

Not enough to accept;

Not enough to carry on.

Hers was not enough to trust;

Not enough to give credit to;

Not enough to assert.

Theirs ended abruptly,

Just as it began;

Just as easy as that.

What everybody regarded as a lion became the tamest one.

What everybody considered has a heart of stone turned out to be compassionate.

We had a small talk & he even gave me a piece of advice on a very serious matter. Am grateful to have had such chance.

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It was my friend’s birthday yesterday so we went to her place. Needless to say, there was a drinking session. Since it has been a long time since I last drank, I decided to drink just a bottle of beer.

After consuming half of it, my friends started to notice my face reddening. It was their first time to see me like that so they began making fun of me, “Grabe, di mo pa nga nauubos yung isang bote lasing ka na?” But I was not yet drunk, I was just tipsy.

We all had a great time. A friend was kind enough to drove me home.

We went to Market Market! then to SM Hypermarket yesterday afternoon.

It was Sunday so as expected, there were a lot of people in the mall.

I noticed this new store/shop/gaming facility for kids called Little Martians. Kids get to play with hi-tech gaming gadgets, like the Nintendo Wii. There is also a small space for lounging & eating. I saw only a little part of the store because I only got to peek from the outside.

While strolling around, I noticed & heard families, friends, couples having a sweet fun conversation. It was so heartwarming to see them like that; chuckling, embracing, holding hands.

It made me want to take every opportunity of conversing with someone to make it worth our while, nurture our personalities, & leave a good memory.

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I watched “The 40-year old Virgin” last night on HBO, from 11PM until about almost 2AM. It was sooo hilarious.

I listened to Good Times this morning. They talked about religion & I dare not to tackle on that because I do not want to stir trouble. All I can say is Mo’ is one obstinate person.

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I texted some friends that I haven’t kept in touch with for quite some time & it was so surprising that they replied. It is either they were not busy or they had enough load to spare. But then again, am so grateful that we were able to exchange several SMS’s.

While exchanging SMS with a friend, the thought of “grab the opportunity once it knocks your door, because it might not come around again” filled my mind. Regrets began to seep through again as I think of the what-could-have-been’s, although I know there is always a purpose behind it.

FRIEND: Hello! how r u? wats up with u?

ME: Am fine..school’s getting to be a drag, though..Kaw, musta na?!

FRIEND: Fine as well…hav a new bf? how r d kids?

ME: Wat d hell r u talkin abt? BF?! U almst bcame my bf..Juz kiddin! Kaw, u hav a new gf or mybe courting sum1?

FRIEND: Nope..no gf’s, no courtships. I almst bcame ur bf? oo nga noh..in a way sayang..

ME: Well, all i can say is that it aint my fault..I had nothin to do with it..i was not d 1 hu left..

FRIEND: Watcha talkin abt? i liked u a lot wen u said “dnt rush [friend's name]..” & then nag james bond kpa

ME: Hey, i liked you too but wen i told u i alrdy wanted to tke it 2 d nxt level u suddenly wanted 2 tke it slow, remember?!

FRIEND: Haha! nag lunch po ako ksama c mom. Wen u wanted me, i realized u were ryt to tke a step bck. But i wanted 2 b close, kso nag james bond ka. ngtampo ako..hehe!

ME: Nga pla, its alrdy lunch tym..i’ve alrdy apologized several tyms & i evn offered 2 treat u out but i nvr got any txt frm u..i guess ur stl not over it. am so sorry & i regret having done that..

FRIEND: Nah it was nothin..jst took me by surprise wen u did it. by d way, u still owe me mcdo! hehe..

ME: I was juz waiting for u 2 txt me wen ur available..So, wen r u free?

FRIEND: Wats ur weekly sked?

That’s all I can share for now..hehe! What is certain is that we are goin to see each other again after more than 2 months. Gosh! it’s been a long time..