Mid-year evaluation this AM.
When I was asked what do I think of my job, I couldn’t help but cry. I was surprised when I felt that I was about to shed tears. Why? My boss asked me why? What’s wrong?
Part of it was because I have kept myself from crying the past week [obviously because of what happened with me & chwing chwing], another part was because of the huge project I was expected to accomplished by the end of 2008.
We chatted. There was an arguement, which I did not really considered as one because I was just merely asking him to clarify some thing [missing you too.. wrong send]. He got stressed out, said things that was painful on my part. Right there & then, I felt so unworthy, so useless. Because it seemed that everytime I say something, everytime I do something, it would only hurt him.
